I not so productive today...

I bought sec. 5 books and accompanied Sarina to the library. After that bought some stuff and headed home. Basically, I not feeling quite well right now. My bones are still aching from yesterday's BBQ. Probably, I stand quite long. My head is spinning and things that I see is very blurish.

Yesterday event was simple and casual. However, things were done at last minute. I'm not complaining or being grumpy but I just want things to go as planned. That's all. I don't ask for much. First things first. How do we eat without proper utensils like forks and spoon??? Can you imagine eating everything with just wooden stick??? Unhygienic and a bit uncivilized.

Secondly, by da time da seniors or instructors come, we should at least have some food ready for them. What do you expect them to do??? Wait???- If they have unlimited patience then fine, if not they are going to freak out.

No one is to be blamed over here. It the weather's fault anyway.It was drizzling when we came, so I guess that's the reason why they may have some problems starting the fire.

Food wise, it is quite nice. I like the bbq chicken and the otah! Yummy... Even though it is burnt on the outside but it is still chewable on the inside.

Nvm. Still can improvised and make it better the next time. As for now, I need lots of rest. If there is a need, I would just knock myself in bed the whole day and hope that my headache would go of. I wish that I had a speedy recovery...

Twilight Movie

Last night me n sister went to watch da Twilight Movie, officially. Although da timing was not quite rite, we still enjoyed the movie. In my opinion, the duration of the movie is very short. The ending part wasa bit 'hanging". My sister though the movie had not ended but since alot of ppl r springing out from their seats, I guess it's over.

Ha... ha... I once again, for the second time, recommend all those who read my blog to go and catch the movie while it hit the cinemas. Enjoy the movie folks!!!

My tuition had resumed today. I met new friends, I should say the sec. 4s. However, they were not my batch of students. I felt inferior cause me and jia hui are being outnumbered. Lessons when smoothly as expected. Before the start of the lesson Miss Oh explain some of the procedures and a bit on rules and regulations.

However, I must take each lesson seriously. I have learn a few vocab words, though. Hope that I put it into practice when writing or blogging.

On the other hand I am looking forward for 10 dec. St. John outing. Yap. I wished that I can meet some of my old "friends" again. Hopefully it will turned out to be a memorable one. Sadly, after that I have sci. class very tiring. All the best to me...

Treatz...

I met sarina at boots n shoes at 1pm. She wore sunshine yellow dress wif jeans. Elegant, though. I was not late. He...he...he... Punctual babe!!! After that we have to wait for Jeff cause he is having his lunch with his brothers at KFC. Jeff was in his sweatshirt and skinny jeans. Em... So instead of standing there like an idiot, we went for window shopping. Da dream that Sarina told me is a total nightmare. Hope it didn't happen in reality. Scary! When his done, we took the train and headed to junction 8. Hoping to find something there but after walking for 30 mins our efforts we of no avail. Haix so sad...

Me and Sarina were getting hungry. Our starvation had us constantly remind us about aisyah. Her absence had made us feel sick and my stomach to grumble more. When hungry, no mood to shop. When tat happens it defeats the purpose of us going there.

When our patience has gone to the maximum, we had no choice but to dine in (bo pian!!!). We thought that maybe when we are eating, aisyah would join in. We were exuberent and quickly find the outlet and settled in. However, the service could be improved.

The reception guy had a vocal problem. When he talked to me, he is like mumbling with his girlfriend. Luckily there were some hand gestures. So I just followed him. When I looked at him, it reminds me of donkey. At least his better. His voice is smooth and velvet. Something to be proud of huh...

After filling our tummy wif hawaiian and BBQ chicken wif mushroom soup , Aisyah still have not arrived. A few waiters had been brushing past our table to sort of give us a signal to pay the bill. But we ignored them totally.

Around 4:50pm she finally arrived, wearing casual with carrying red pouch. Jeff is damn mad at her. I could see that. But we are not totally angry actually. But more to having a dilemma cause we feel guilty if we did not wait for her. So instead of having grudges, flip it to jokes and laughter. It was hilarious to eat with them.

After lunch, we went to AMK Hub to find shoes. Exellent place for shopping but couldn't really suite my taste. Sorry. Bought a pair of "love-at-first-sight" shoes from mondo and went back around 8pm.

Luckily mum never scold. Thanx for ur understanding, love u mum!!! Muackz...

Aisyah and Jeff had to work tmrw. Gd luck 2 u guys. Enjoy working. As for me and the peanut enjoy the rest of holiday at home fininshing hw... Ew.... That sucks!!!

Gtg, nites... :>

<<<*Eclipse*>>>

I finished reading the book already. Interesting but addictive. Once you read it, you will be eager to know what will be the ending.

The book tells a story of a human girl, Isabella Swan, who fall in love with a vampire, Edward Cullen. She left Phoenix and came to Forks after her parents had been separated. In forks, she lived with his father, Charlie. His father was a policemen and often deals with the crime in town.

Bella met Edward in high school. Love blossoms when Edward tried to save Bella from being crashed by a truck. Edward is a strong and confident mortal. His beauty had melted Bella's heart ever since that incident. His perfect granite-like body and as white as snow was the most beautiful human Bella had ever seen.

Bella on the other hand, plays a weak character and often seek protection from those around her, especially Edward. On top of that, Bella met her friend Jacob. She and Jacob had forge a close friendship till one day that Jacob confess to her saying that it was more than friendship.

When Jacob transformed into a werewolf, Bella could not accept the fact that her friend had totally changed. Now Bella has to make a choice. To join the Cullens and become a vampire or remain as an immortal. Here Bella is trapped in a love-triangle.

I recommend u guys to read the book. I can guarantee that it is worth reading it. :>

Freedom vs Boredom

Why is it that when there is freedom there will be boredom. But when there is boredom there will be no freedom? What am I talking??? Maybe some alien language. Gd news is that my com is working again. Yahoo!!! My life is so much easier now. Without the internet at home, it is a hassle to go all the way to RP just to use their net service.

I dunno when I will come out with them. I thought I want to bring fazdlin but she is a bit troublesome. Must confirm da date and so on. She and Aisyah are the same. But at least Aisyah is negotiable. I can't forget what happen during Hari Raya. Sarina and Aisyah will know. I pitied her sometimes cause she do not have alot of friends in school but sometimes her attitude is getting to my nerves.

Anyway hopefully we will meet out during 1 of this holidays. Guys, I had set aside some amount for you all so hurry and confirm the date before I use it and spent on other things!!!

Besides this, there is another thing in my mind. His birthday. 2 more days to go. Should I acknowleged it or not? Maybe send a msg or something... Come on.. I have to make up my mind by tmrw. Part of me says that I should forget him totally cause I don't think he remember me anymore. He has 1001 things to rmbr besides rmbring that someone that stays beside him is wishing him happy birthday.

Another part of it says that I should do something. To enlighten our friendship. His the one who wanted it as a friendship. So be it. Worst case is that he don't even treat me like a friend. Just a junior that he can always scold and give comments. Its up to him. As for me, I will always treat him as a significant guy in my life.
Let say I change my mind not to msg him, at least I could wish him now. Advance wish: Happy Birthday Daniel!!!

Exam fever is over

I m only left with my MT o levels. My EOY and maths were over. But not too happy... My exams are not totally oer yet. I really need to put my best for my mother tongue and maths paper. For MT, I already retaking da 2nd round and I m not going to repeat this again for my maths. Never!!! I had wasted my parents money.

I always got A1 for my MT, but why during "o"s I m not able to do as well. What will my teachers think of me??? Maybe because I was over too confident. But I don't want to be seen as a proud student. Prou for what? Going to NA stream? What is there to be proud of ??? Maybe what my mum say is true: I already made big mistake by going 2 NA stream. Everyone, my teachers, frenz, cousins all thoght that I can go Express but I had betrayed their high impressions on me.

I m dissappointed with myself too, sometimes. Whenever I dreamt high, I usually achieve low. No matter what I still want 2 get A1 for my MT and maths cause on with that I stand a higher chance to go JC. Insyallah...In life, I must fight for what I want . I cannot just expect results to drop fro the sky.

As for my sleeping habits, I still could not cope with it. My mumis always mad at me about this matter. Sorry mum, can't help it. It's getting over addictive!!! I can go bonkers without it.

As for now, pillows aside,donkeys aside. Study,study,study. If you think I m crazy, it is up to you to decide.

Hari Raya 2008 (Part1)

I had a wonderful time yesterday going out wif my goody 4/1 frens. :) They are jovial and sometimes to the extend of going bonkers. Ha...ha... I almost got influence by them. I thought all da 4/1 malay kids will come. Sadly, only da six of us came (me, yaaqinah, filza, sakinah, wali, zaim, deesraf) + hafiz (4/2). We planned to meet at 9pm. I thought I was gong to be late as I came out of my house at 8:50am. My SJAB frens will know hw "PUNCTUAL" I am... By the time I reached in front of boots & shoes it's already 9:05am. So... early hor...lol

To my amazement, non of the girls have reached yet. On wali zaim and weirdly cheng yu??? My first impression was that I thought heis going to follow us for hari raya. But actually he is waiting for li hui. I dun know. Maybe they are going out.

Wali was wearing pale pink baju kurong wif a brooch sticked to his songkok. Kinda cute. He is the only one among the bouys wearing the malay tradisional costume. So sad... (Budaya Melayu telah pupus di telan zaman)

The rest of them were wearing casual outfits. Feel like punching their faces!!! Sooner, the rest of the girls arrived. Filza and sakinah is wearing kain songket like me except that sakinah's look exactly like me only different colour. I like filza's misty green contacts! Lovely... Oh, Iike their make-up and hair do too. They are so into fashion!!! Cool babe... Btw Wali commented on my outfit too. He said that I look gorgeous in my scarf. I dun really know weather he meant it or not. I kinda blush for half a second... (Paiseh)

First, we attacked seri's house. Luckily she woke up and bath already. Not like last when they came to her house, she was awake yet. But i dun really like da cats around the house. Its very disturbing, to make things worse, I have phobia for cats.Guess wat i did??? All the time in da house I kept lifting my leg on da sofa. Da boys kept on giggling on my stupidity. Very funny. they said I looked totally retarded. So sad...

After that when to nabilah's house. During da journey, Wali and yaaqinah sat together in da bus and the rest of them kept teasing da both of them. In da first place they were wearing the same colour so our first impression of them was they look like lovely couple. As for me, I have no comments. They are just friends to me...

At wali's house, his mum prepard for us fried rice dumpling. Yummy... same like what my mum use to cook too. All da way his mum kept calling him "Wali Baby". Its amused me alot... After that she showed us some video when wali was 1-2 years old. Damn cute!!! The interesting part is the sleeping position. Imagine a baby sucking on a milk bottle and sleeping. Imagine that yourself.

To be continued...

Being a subject rap...

It is very challenging indeed 2 be maths & physics rap at the same time. This morning I had 2 collect da SCGS paper. It was very tough, though. When I wanna collect, they keeped on taking their frenz paper and copy. Wats da point? They r just cheating themselves not Mrs. Tan. And it is so troublesome. I had 2 repeat m instructions over and over again. (I sounded like a tape recorder) Finally when it was A-maths lesson then they wanna rush and hand it up 2 me. As 4 me, although I left 4 questions behind at least I m honest. Haix... No words 2 describe them.

During PE lesson, our height and weight was taken. Know wat, my weight was reduced by 3kg and I had shrunk by 2cm. O.M.G. No wonder I feel like floating. Very light. Only tat I dun have da wings. Ha...ha... sounds ridiculous. Sarina on the other hand, gain 1kg. I dunno where she get that 1kg from. And up till now she is still unhappy about it.

Anyway, the good news is that there is no SJAB activity tmrw.(Only for 4/1 students) Yipee... Luckily we asked, if not we had to suffer and the scortching sun, fasting, looking at them doing footdrill. That is so not going to happen.

Felt demoralized...

No mood 2 finish my hw. 2 many of them. Sick n tired of looking at them. I must find a solution 2 get it done b4 da sch reopens. Have 2. No choice. Can u imagine, from mon-thur do hw n back home. Its like an endless life. Or I should say "NO LIFE". ha...ha...ha...

Anyway, after a few days at this poly, I can roughly know what kind of culture, lifestyle they had. Well, they look like a bunch of happy-go-lucky people. Always hang around wif their frenz that kinda stuff. Good what. Socializing I mean. But I sriously don't see da need to build a huge library here cause the students don't really go to the library.

Lifestyle wise, they like to wear casual and sometimes funky. This is what I call freedom. Liberty. But my goal is 2 go JC. Not poly. Let me reveal my goal setting. After O level, go Innova JC. After that go NUS. After that go NIE training. Last but not least, become a teacher or HOD!!! (mission accomplished)

Let's go 2 the next part of da day. During lunch, I and Sarina accompanied Jia Hui 2 eat her instant noodles. (my stomach is growling) While waiting for her, something wierd happen. A guy(which is believed 2 be the student there) come in and said hi to us. To make things worse, he introduce himself to us. Like as if Im interested to know who the hell he is!

However, he is friendly though. He dun't look like a stranger to me. Maybe he wanted 2 make frenzs with me that's all. Probably he is a loner. I just cannot imagine a life like his...

Stress cause hw haven finish...

It is my 3rd day at RP. Y? cause I need a condusive place 2 study. It's not that it is not condusive at home but I find that at RP is more cozy. Tat's all. Y cozy? Plenty of study areas, piano at every level, there is piano(soothing music to the ears), different types of study furniture: 2-sitting, group sitting and more.

Now talking bout my hw. It a never-ending tasks. 4 da 2 days, I only finish 2 practice papers from da EL asses. bk, EM : all 3 schs cleared (Yippee...) ,chem TYS (done) and Phy wksht still working on it.

Hopefully I can get it all done by today.Insyallah...(When there is a will, there is a way):)

Apart from tat, I still have my combi sci tution 2 attend!!!

All da best 2 me....

Maths tuition cum BBQ

During tuition lots of things happened. English lesson was quite interesting even after being scolded 4 not doing our hw. He...he...(naughty students) Luckily miss oh was very understanding, she knew tat da passage was quite hard n we had a hard time analysing it. U know y? Cause it is A level standard. But this do not make me laugh. Wat tickles me was when one of da boys sitting at da back of me was making a nuisance of himself. Cause usually when miss oh want 2 pick da next person to answer, she will either ask for colour or register no. So tat boy was very curious about his no. cause our register no. is not fixed. So when he asked miss oh, she tease him by saying no. 4 very loudly wif his full name next. It was damn funny tat everyone including me laughed. I laughed until tears fiiled up my eyes. She purposefully wanted everyone in my class to know his no. cause he asked for publicity.

Break time, me, jia hui and cerlyn went 2 climbed up the bridge to buy some food. I bought da $2 rojak and cerlyn bought some curry puff. It was tasty.(Finger lickin gd) :) A

fter tat sent patricia home. She also got tell me some funny things. But this one a bit horny... so...ya... u know wat i mean???

The atmosphere during maths lesson totally changed. First thing because my teacher was on MC so another relief teacher taught us. But this teacher not so bad. Can understand her teachings. However, she do not know how to joke around with us so tat makes the atmosphere soo tense. She went thru da probability wksht until we become soLook at hw sian we are... (being forced 2 smile)Shortly after, I had 2 go 2 my cousins house for bbq. In conjunction with da bbq, my mother also had brought a cake there to celebrate my sis, nephew,younger sis and uncle badae. It was an enjoyous occasion cause long time never eat bbq food.. (lol) When home at about 11++pm. When I reached home, I threw myself on da bed, giving my body to rest after an exhausting day.

Da survivor of Expedition 2008...

I could barely use my feet to walk right now cause it really hurts. Feel like soaking it up in a pail of cold water cause it is kinda numb. Somehow, I managed to find my way to go home. Da whole event was an exhausting 1.

We set of sail at around 9am. I was in Bravo wif Angie, Zheng Hui, Fizzy, Wei Hao and Ye kai. We sat off at different timing such tat Alpha was 20m further than us. Daniel and Hazel were also they but they suddenly pop up from nowhere. I appreciated their presence. I enjoyed being wif my group cause they were kinda of hilarious and highly- motivated.

We were on our highest note when we walked out of the school gates to start our journey. We cheered and told each other lame jokes. But seriouly, for my group, only da sec. 4s were active. Dunno why?

On da way to our first checkpoint, Zheng Hui kept saying tat he has a "sexy back", adorable to every one and the "3" of them singing da song : sexy back. Can be very irrritating sometimes.

When we reached ten mile junction checkpoint, Miss Ong treat my group crunch ice-cream. Thanx Miss Ong !!!

Right after that, we were walking on some ulu-ulu places like: Lim Chu Kang Rd, Kranji Beach (infested with bugs), Chinese cemetry and so on... Looks kinda creepy huh, but actually we were too tired walking until we forgotten about the creepyness.

One thing I like about my group is we have lots of perserverence and motivation. That is what that kept us going. We never failed to advice each other. Besides Miss Ong seldom give us break. More break means that we will take a longer time to reach our destination.

She also told us to apply the same method when studying. Insyallah, I will put that into practical. Amin.

Holidays are coming 2 an end soon...

Without I knowing it, holidays are 1 week left. 2 much of enjoyment till forgotten. Haix... y soo fast..


But at least for now, I had finished 95% of my homework plus revising some EM stuff. There will be EM mock exam when school reopens. Be prepared folks !!!

Now taking a break after doing a report. Da question very complicated. But doable. So, oklah.

Managed 2 surf neopets (my favourite game website). Grab some interest from the neobank, get free food from tyrannia, approach coltzan shrine and last but not least, play da long list of games.

Miss all my frenz and instructors. Almost a month I had been staying at home. Reason: 2 protect my face from da harmful rays. Ha..ha... Kinda lame rite ???

I had already bought fizzy present but dunno when to give. He should like it....

Afternoon plan to do physics and evening plan to do maths.

Motto: [ STUDY 2 LIVE OF LIVE 2 STUDY ??? ]

At 6pm, I m not gonna miss my favourite tv programme: Cinderella at TV9. Nice story but like no ending like tat. Favourite actor: Alan (so damn cute) Favourite actress: Cinta (small face, da size of your palm)
Be sure to catch it. Tats for now follks !!! todaloon...

Yesterday was a memorable outing. I enjoyed it so much even though it lasted only for a few hours. After tat I had2 rush 4 tuition. At first we had nothing in mind. But after dicussing, we decided 2 go to Marina Square followed by Bugis. Da 960 bus took us there. It was a 1-hour journey. While we are waiting for da bus, something disgusting happen. We saw an old women in her sixties squatting down at the grass patch and was doing her big business there. Part of me says that it is disgusting another part of me showed sympathy. I imagine that she is my grandmother, I would not let her do such things. It beyond my imagination.

When da bus came, we settled down in our own comfortable seats and we chatted all da way till we reached there.

Around 45 mins later we alighted as soon as we saw da huge "MARINA SQUARE" logo. Fazdlin, Sarina and Jeff were very hungry so we reached out 4 da nearest food court and had our lunch there. The "nasi ayam penyet" taste great even though I did not bought it. The rest of them bought it so they will know how it taste like. As 4 me, I just bought a bowl of ice kacang cause I m quite full already. B4 i met them, I already ate a plate of mee goreng at da wdlds checkpoint.

When our bellies were filled wif da lunch tat we had ate earlier on, we walked around da mall. But i think there is nothing much in there. Moreover, the items there were very costly and you really need to bring at least 100 bucks if you wanna 2 shop there.

We went out of da mall and took some pictures outside.

Da Camp Is Over ...

Finally da SJAB Annual Camp is over. Hurray!!! When I was in da camp, I was dying 2 go home coz we, da sec 4s r so bored. Nothing can kill our boredom. On da first day. I did not slept at all except 4 taking 1hr of nap. Wanna 2 noe wat we did ??? We were very "kwai" and planned 2 do our hw after da lights off. In the end, I could not endure and took a nap until I was told 2 change into my full-u. Around 5pm like tat I went off for my EL tuition. It was very exhausting. I could not concentrate. 4 da whole lesson I feed myself wif sweets and biscuits. Da biscuits tat Cerlyn brought was yummy. Thanx Cerlyn...:)

On da second day, something bad happened. Road march was cancelled. I felt very sorry 4 Huda. The whole event was conveniently cancelled after making a conscientious effort of preparing da proposal and preparing da stuff 4 da event. Huda pls dunnot feel sad anymore... k. I understand wat u r going thru. After dinner I went home cause I had to attend a wedding.

Da wedding I should say was quite a grant one. I like da food tat is being served. Especially da "putu piring". As soon as I reached there, I had 2 seat next 2 my cousin. I was so afraid 2 seat next 2 him as he kept staring at me da whole time I was eating. My grandmother told me tat maybe he likes me. Crap!!! Wat da hell... Cousins can never like each other... Let me get this straight in ur mind. I was not close wif him. We rarely talk n keep 2 ourselves. Even though he was da same age as me, tat thing can never happen. Never!!! Besides, I already had my own admirer. 1 is enough.

When I reached back 2 sch, every1 looked so sian. I had no 1 2 talk 2. They always kept complaining and unhappy about me going 2 da camp. Wat is so great about attending a wedding? U tink so fun. I dun even noe who's getting married and I m being force 2 go there. So stop complaining about me getting 2 go 2 da wedding. I hate it!!! It is not freedom. Maybe 2 u it is, but 4 me is not. U complain 2 me like as if I m da 1 who tortured u. Its not my fault ok. U r tired. I m tired. Everyone is tired in da camp. So wat do u want me 2 do??? Dun use me 2 complain about ur tiredness. I had enough of it...

How should I describe wat I 'm feeling rite now ? Happy coz my MT O level r over ? Scared 2 c da results in August? Ermm... i tink a bit of here n there I should say. My MT O level is not completely over yet cause I hav not sit 4 my oral on July. As 4 oral, I m a bit scared cause I m quite weaking at my oral skills. I mean, I hav da ideas on my head but da way I present it orally is totally different. U c, i m not used 2 speak proper malay cause most of my frenz are chinese and minority are indians. Da only time I talk in malay is when I communicate wif my grandmother. Ha...Ha...Ha....

So much 4 da exams. Now lets talk about hw i'm going 2 spent my june holidays wisely. Go out wif my frenz of course. Go out wif Fazdlin, mmm... maybe next week, if there is nothing. And then my SJAB frenz... If no 1 plans an outing, den I will only get 2 c them during da annual camp.(Doing hw 2gether) So sad....

Besides enjoying myself, I must also revise my work b4 term 3 begins. Especially those subjects tat I did not make it during da MYE. Paying more attention 2 my weaker subjects. (eg.POA) Practice on my speed of writing SEQ. (rmbr: NO MORE NEAT HANDWRITING!!!). Last but not least, finish my testimonial b4 wed :)

Moral of da story : Play Hard, Study Hard

Why can't I speak up in class??? Why??? Wats wrong wif me??? Why has my neatness and inablity to talk in class has been da main topic of discussion for parent meeting session??? Can you talk about something else to my mom. I hate it !!! It is always the same thing over and over again. Why must you compare me wif Patricia and Sylvia. I know they are your beloved students in class and SJAB but it does not have to be them to be my example.

I seriously need to speed up on my writing if I wanna succeed in life. No more neat handwriting.... scribble all da way...

June holidays cannot slack. If I slack, school reopens I will die.....

An Exhausting Experience

Today I was informed tat there is Flag Day conducted by da Singapore Parenthood Association (if i m not wrong). Basically, they needed da money 2 fund their assembly talk about parenthood and BGR. Something like that. I reported to sch around 8am. I tot I was late but luckily, I reached sch on time. When I arrived, majority of da sec. 4s were already there. Even the organiser made an attempt to come early.

We were briefed about what to do an da places tat we were assigned 2. My class and 4/8 was unlucky as we got Sembawang as our place of collection. B4 tat my group had intended 2 go Chong Pang as we had gained lots of experience collecting funds there. We set off from sch around 9am.

My group consist of me, jia hui, sarina and sangitha. We decided to go to da interchange 2 find da directory b4 we made our 1st move. I should said tat da map was confusing (even though i m a geog student) as there were a few alternative buses tat can sent us 2 our place of destination. After making our decision, we decided to take bus 858 as it was believed 2 be da shortest route 2 sembawang.

I du not know wat happened until we overshot 2 stops. We had no choice but 2 alight from where we r and started walking. We perspired all da way. Sweat covered our faces like facial mask. Even a sheet of tissue are not able 2 revive our sweat. It was blistering hot and we felt tat the sun was an inch from our head.

We stopped 4 a while when a bus stop was at sight. We waited for 962 but 2 no avail. So sad....

We continued walking until we saw sun plaza n da MRT station. We jumped 4 joy as we could at know how 2 get back 2 sch later on.

Trying our luck 2 received donation from void decks, we felt tat luck does not side us. There was not many people around da void deck and da place really looked deserted.

In the end, we found what is called Sembawang Mart. This time we were just slghtly lucky. At least 4 me and Sarina. Hmm...as 4 jia hui and sangitha, try harder next time.

At around 11.45am, we called da day off and retrieved 2 da nearest bus stop. Again we made a mistake we alighted 1 stop b4 da stop tat we r supposed 2 alight. However, since we r in front of Sun Plaza, our only choice is 2 walk a little bit more 2 da bus interchange. As we were unsure of wat bus 2 take, we ask da passenger service counter. Luckily, one of da bus driver who was off duty told us tat da 962 bus stop is just in front of Sun Plaza.

I called Ms Subhashini as I do not want to worry her. Da sad news is we are da last gruop 2 returned da tins.
Lessons learnt:
1)Ensure tat there is sufficent money in da EZ-link card
2)Always have some coins in case of emergency
3)Familiarize wif da place tat we r supposed 2 go (especially sembawang)
4)Carry a street directory wif u at all times

I was very restless after da whole event. I dragged my legs 2 da tution centre and endured at least until 6:30pm. I need a long rest now. Soo tired.... Nites....

MYE is over... yahoo....

My last paper ended yesterday. Da paper was not tough. As long as u study thoroughly, u should be able 2 do well. As 4 me, I dun really study da theory part tat well. Wat a waste !!! I could simply earn tat 8 marks if I had studied 4 it. All da best to me.Emm... my target 4 this test is 2 at least pass. I would be very happy if I pass da paper.

As 4 da rest of da subjects a have a little bit of confidence except 4 Humanities. It is a killer paper. This is why tat I say so:
1) Very hard, cannot understand (tat is wat exams r 4)
2) Cannot manage my time well
3) Never do 2 source-based qns which cost me (13 marks!!!)

Prepare-2-die, Shahidah. Tat is all tat I say now. Those who read my blog, learnt from my mistake. Never ever try this in your life. You will regret it ur whole life, seriously. There's no point 2 cry over spilt milk. I have 2 look forward and try again 4 CT3. I m looking forward 4 this fri. Hope tat my results does not turn as bad as I tot.

This morning I had 2 lo-in 2 my sch system 2 view da lessons. It was f_ _king slow. I really cannot tahan. Wif my com condition like this, I feel like smashing da com on da floor. Luckily my patience is still very thick.

So bored at home. Wish tat can go out wif da sec. 4 and hav some fun. But most of them r having normal lessons now. Jia You 4 their upcoming O's. Still got da following exams 2 sit 4 :
1) Religious class MYE
2) MT "O" level

All da best 4 me !!! Insyallah I will pass...

Unity of friendship

Today, I managed to went out with my 2 goody-goody friends. U should know who. In the afternoon, I met Sarina at CWP. She was a bit pinkish just now. This is a rare opportunity 2 see her wear pink. I m considered lucky!!! I wore a pink top with black skirt. Casual. Tat's me... She was abit late but she can still maintain my level of patience. I know how is it like to be late. Sorry guys... if before this you had to wait for me for almost 30 minutes everytime there is an outing. I can feel da pain and da (paisehness) of standing in front of bread talk watching ppl walking in and out like nobody business. Ha... ha... (lol) Glad tat I know.

When she came, we went to da bank cause she hav 2 banked in a cheque. I first tot was that she wanted to withdrew money 2 buy priscilla's badae present. Unfortunately, my guess was wrong.

Following that, we went for some window shopping in several shops to find a perfact badae preent 4 pris. It was damn tiring. My legs were weary and I had a blister at the back of my toe. (So painful)

In the end, we found a shop to buy her present. We bought an exclusive pair of earings and necklace. It is very elegent. Suitable for the person who wears it. It was quite affordable in thought Sarina had to top-up a few more cents 4 me. I really appreciate tat Sarina, thanx :) Halfway, Jeff called and he joined us. He was rather tired from his art focus study (so irony). He told me tat he drew batik. Hopefully, it comes out nice.

Next, we went to sweetalk but since sarina had not recovered from her cough, sarina and jeff just bought canned drinks from value shop. Get well soon...

Our next mission was to find Mother's day present. Jeff had already bought his. So now is between me and sarina. I really had nothing in mind. Sarina bought for her mum a lovely pair of earings. I guaranteed tat her mum will look 10 years younger when she wears it.

Out of a sudden, Prima Deli comes 2 my picture. I dun know why, but I know tat my mum craves for it.

Hw 2 cope wif da stress ???

Now, I m mid-way thru da MYE. Very stress. EL paper had just passed. Da passage is damn hard. i annot understand a single thing. However, my paper1 was quite ok. It did not kill me tat much. I must prepare to fail for my EL. I had given my best shot but da paper does not meet my standard. As long as I can endure, I will wait till I get my EL results.

As for the rest of da subjects I have not really started revision. Phy halfway thru. I m a dead meat... Hopefully I have enough revision b4 da exams start. I m soo worried. Wat if i cannot achieve da targets tat I hav set ??? I wanted at least 3 A1s from the 6 subjects tat I hav. How ??? So stress leh... Dunno hw 2 cope... Pls some1 help me. I 'm dying... I cannot take this any longer.

I m having a hard time memorising my SEQ stuff. Y ??? Is it bcause I eat 2 much sour food or wat... Geog even worst. Dun wan 2 mention about it. It is like I need to rmbr 1001 things. And it is all running around my brains... There is soo much thing on my head right now. Not only exams but (other things)

Can I shout? Yes, I will shout... "Aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

Ya ALLAH, tolong lah aku ya'allah.... Mudah-mudahan aku dapat menghafal apa yang patut untuk exams aku. Aku kesempitan waktu ya'allah. Kau lapang lah masa aku ya'allah. Tolong lah aku ya'allah...

so tired from doing revision (HAIX)...

At 2:45pm today, I had NAPFA test. Physically, I wasn't prepared for the test. However, I just do my best. After changing into our PE attire, we had to assemble in the hall. The hall was quite crowded. It is a mixture of sec.1,4E,NA,NT. Following that, we are divided into groups of 6 to prevent human traffic. My group members are sanghita, munisha, sarina, serene, sylvia.

Our first station was sit-ups. When I look at the boys in my class doing it, it seems like it is very easy to hit <30.>

Next, is the standing broad jump. Don't mention it. I really hate this station. Mainly because I couldn't jump far. So sad. Mushroom cannot jump. Very sad. Even though I did not pass this time, but I had improve. From 97cm to 114cm.

The third station was the shuttle-run. This station no problem. Can run one.

Fourth station, incline pull-ups. A disaster !!!

Last station, sit & reach. Em... this not so bad. Can make it.

I went home around 5:30pm. It was soo tiring. As soon as I reached home, I got a warm bath to refresh myself. Before starting my revision, I ate my lunch first. It was tasty. Lauk "urap". After that, I started revising physics. Waves. The topic a bit dry and lot of terminology to remember. So tired. Gtg. Need to wake up early for tmrw.

HL was being cancelled today. Yipee!!! No need 2 do duty. However I enjoyed da movie clip that was shown by Mr. Sani. So Bio... So sad cause I cannot take bio since sec.3.

Anyway, why u did not come today??? So boring u know. Maybe cause u r sick? I seriously do not know why. If u really r, then i would like to wish u smooth recovery and get well soon:)

My maths lesson was converted to POA. He...he I die-die must finish Q6,7. Quite hard. I tried 2 do but cannot balance. So irritating. So far, I had never ever get a balance total. Sometimes, I feel like giving up, but I have no choice. This is one of my O level subject. Like it or not, I must do well. Oklah, dun aim so high. At least a B3 first. Thanx Yu Ming for teaching me da questions just now. I am grateful that someone in my class is pro in this subject. All da best 4 ur O level POA this year.

After school, I bought a bowl of instant noodles from 7-eleven and bring it to school. The soup was delicious even though it is not healthy... (Lol) After eating, I "cheong" do my POA and get ready for first parade. Actually nothing much. I wonder when I can step down. It is not fair. I am taking 2 O level subjects this year but I cannot step down this year. Then da graduating kids can step down first. You mean I do not hav to concentrate on this 2 important subjects is it??? MT and EM is crucial and I really depend on this 2 subjects for my A1. If we are not given the time to focus, then when??? It is very sad. Sometimes I feel that the principle is being very bias towards the NA students. Hopefully she can prove me wrong by making a right decision.

As for during SJAB activity, nothing has improve. The juniors are still dragging their greetings, can laugh/smile when ask to fall-in, unsure of what to do, confused to answer the seniors due to the different ranks and blah...blah...blah... So many to say. Hopefully this situation can be improve as time passes by. There is always a room for improvement!!!

At 2:30pm, I and Fizzy when for our MT focus study. Combine class again. The more the merrier... :) During focus, we had to complete a set of paper 2. The paper was quite ok. Doable. But it was very long till the lesson end. I got so sleepy easily. I nearly on the urge of dozing off.

Soon after, we came down to look at the footdrill. I managed to look at the sec. 2 squad. It is very sad to know that some of them cannot hormat properly. Up till now, they still cannot answer loudly when their seniors question them. During their "ria kan diri" I managed to talk to the squad. I told them: "What is da point of your seniors shouting at you, telling you to grip ur hands tight, check your dressing but u still do not change. I dun see da point of them repeating it alot of times. You all are sec. 2 already. It does not reflect good on u and ur seniors." Hopefully just now the sec.2s had taken my words seriously and taking the effort to improve. Come on. Next year they are going to take over already. They should know our expectations by now.

How does school promotes health ???

Well the title above is actually my topic for my compo. I just want to share it with my readers. So what do you think is health??? Health is basically the condition of the body and how healthy you are.(Qoute from Longman Dictionary) Health is such a crucial aspect in life such that without it, one could not carry out their daily life activities normally. Take for example, a businessman. Without being healthy, he is unable to carry out duties well. Probably this will make him feel sick. As such, he is unable to meet his clients and therefore, his business will be affected. When this happens, he will have lesser income and will lead to a poor standard of living. By the previous example given, we can now better understand the importance of health. Schools played an important role in promoting health. In the subsequent paragraphs, I shall elaborate further about some efforts that schools could do to help to promote health.

One of them is to conduct Physical Education(PE) during Co-Curriculum time. By doing so, students will get to exercise and therefore it promotes health among the students. As we know, students have been isolated in the classroom for so long. They should rest their brain muscles after heavy lessons like maths and science. I am sure that after exercising, they will feel more refreshed and most likely be able to concentrate better in the later subjects. In my opinion, PE lessons should be conducted at least twice a week. This will definitely boost the unlikely rate of obesity in schools. When there is less obese students in schools, the schools have shown that they had done their part in promoting health.

However, the reduce in the rate of obese students in schools is not enough to prove that health is being promoted. Another way of promoting health in schools is through food and personal hygiene. This are the two major aspects of promoting health in schools. Where food is concern, the stall vendors should reduce in selling food which contains a lot of oil. From what we have learnt from the food pyramid, we should eat less carbohydrate but more of dairy products. (e.g milk, cheese) Maybe, once a week, school should colaborate events like "Healthy Week" where only healthy food are sold on that day. In one way or another, it will helped in educating the students to have healthy eating habits.

Events like ACES day have been celebrated nationally to educate the public on the awareness of health. This day is recognised as a day to exercise and to eat healthily.Normally, this day is being celebrated by having workouts where students and teachers alike exercise intensively.

In conclusion, I would like to say that health is an important matter and it should not be taken for granted. Let me leave you with this qoute: " Not all healthy people are fit, not all fit people are healthy"

Busy

Hopefully before I sleep today I can finish the following:

1) Tution homework
2) Do TYS (Arithmetic Part B: Paper 2)
3) Read at least 5 chapters of the story book

Today during H3 lesson, I learnt about terrorism and the importance of protect our country against transnational terrorism. After that we had to complete a survey. Quite boring. It has been the same question for the past 4 years. So i just shade according to what I feel.

During MT lesson, Mdm Noorbaya came up to the class and scolded the 5N students. I thought what they did was wrong. They should never ever use other ppl's name for their excuse for not going for focus study. That is so wrong. If I am 1 of the malay teachers, I will also feel dissapointed. I hope that they would not repeat the same mistake again. So far 4N there is no problem. Keep it up !!!

Nightmares started to happen during maths lesson. I suddenly got so stressed up and feel very hot. When Mrs. Tan call some of the names which have not hand in the work, I started to get panic. U know why? Cause if they hand in already but I forgot to tick against the list, then I am in deep trouble. I nearly get patricia into trouble. Sorry Pat... But dun worry, I find your paper already. I feel that I want to retire from becoming a maths rap. I think pearlina could handle the job alone. Besides, I am already a physics rap. Sooo stress liao.... Argh....

2.4km run

This morning I had to train up for my 2.4km run. Haix soo tiring. Nevertheless, my timing has improved by 11 secs and I m super proud of it. There is a saying that goes " A small achievement can lead to a greater sucess". So even though it is 11secs, I feel motivated. However, i do not know why I must be the top 10 runner. This morning Miss Ong was really very angry with us. She scolded us cause we did not take our own initiative to volunteer ourselves. Getting in the list is never what I have thought. But I have no choice. I can't bare to see her being so angry like tat. I rather be angry then let ppl be angry.

Sometimes, I felt that my class is "slow". Everytime when a teacher ask whether we understood or not, my class will take 5 mins to react. It is not that we are disabled or what but it clearly depicts our attitude. Even getting ppl to volunteer also will make up a huge problem. Aiya, hopefully my class will change for da better. Insyallah... Back to da story again, so i have no choice but to volunteer myself. I don't understand why ppl like pearlina, li hui could not volunteer themselves. I mean, there are far better off then me. Dunno wat 2 say. Sick and tired of it.

Anyway, during EL lesson today, I learnt a new word today. "Tyrant". Meaning: to follow ones decision or belief. Interesting word. Ha...ha...

2 tired...

I do not now why but ever since da 2.4km run on mon, my legs are still cramp. I found it hard 2 walk n i looked a bit retarded walking 2 school just now. Soo pain... I think even da deep heat cream will not cure da cramps on my legs. I need 2 work out in my run in order 2 pass my NAPFA test. Talikng about passing, da highest that I had ever gotten is a bronze. So sad... Try 2 aim 4 silver but always cannot get. I wonder how my classmates get Gold for this test. My mum says that I need to train on my stamina. From my point of view, this is definitely true. Let me share wif u my running experience. It is always after da running I will start sweating n panting. Do u know how I sweat??? Like a 90kg women. Ha...ha...ha... But I m actually half of tat size... Unfortunately, sometimes I won't sweat at all no matter how I run. Scary rite.... It is not healthy if we dun sweat.

During physics, we learnt bout electrostatics. Quite interesting.Hope tat I can score full marks for this question. However during chem, it is not soo fun. Da girls r complaining about cold n da boys r saying tat they r hot. As in "hot". You know wat I mean. Who ask them 2 hav chest hair ??? Like wat sarina had told me, "shave it off" n u will feel hw cold da room is. I just stood there ignoring da coldness. Sarina always keep complaining 2 me tat she is cold. Sarina, I suggest u ask any boys from our class to hug u. Ha...ha... (lol) In science terms, more hair means more heat will be trapped n so will not feel cold anymore. No lah. Just joking... So disgusting... eee.... I cannot imagine tat 2 happen.

After school, before da maths focus study commences, I went home 2 pray n eat my lunch. I was not in da hurry anyway. Mum's cooking was delicious. "Asam pedas" n "Fried lady's finger". Yummy.... I managed2 drink all da gravy in da bowl. I even lick da bowl after tat. Ha...ha.... I look like a cavewomen don't I ??? Ha....ha... (like 1000 yrs haven eat like tat, 2 greedy) After tat, I joke wif my mum n told tat she need not wash da bowl cause I had licked it clean. Ha...ha... So greedy of me. No 1 will believe me. Small size but big appetite.

Ok, gtg now. Have 2 cook some vegetables for dinner. Hope tat it turn out 2 be nice. Insyallah...

Sports Carnival 2008

Well done 4/1 !!! We had made da school proud. Last time it used 2 be da 4/4 who is in da eyes of da P & VP. Now is our chance 2 show tat we can also make it. My class won champion 4 da event as we mannaged 2 win other by having da first placing. Guess wat da prize is??? Besides da trophies, we also win fruits like bananas, apples n oranges. Soo funny...ha...ha... (lol) It is like healthy week n sporst carnival put together. However, i think my principal made a good decision as sports is not onlu introduced physically but aslo mentally. But da weird put about this event is that in da midst of da carnival, there is health quiz. Sylvia n Zhi Xian represent my class in this quiz.

Now I wan 2 talk about what happened during da core games. It was an interesting fight between 4/7. After this game, I began 2 appreciate n enjoyed it. This game needs lots of mental n physical strength. I really admit this. Sadly 2 say, my team didn't won da match. Nevertheless, I knew tat I had tried my best n I had also participated actively in tis game. I can see tat.

After da core games, I had 2 performed duty until 4pm. It was long n tiring. Despite knowing da fact tat we r tired, miss ong treat us with pizza. It was a yummy experience. Basically 4 da duty area I had 2 mve here n there. Lastly, I really enjoyed da whole event. Gtg... Bye..

Da first day of term 2...

As u all know today marks da beginning of term 2. Wat does tat mean??? 4 me, it simply means tat I hav 2 work even harder, smarter n quickly. Last time, during SS lesson Jeff always called me "slow poke" cause i write so slow. I m always da last person 2 finish da sentence. Ha...ha... Jeff will know better. Talking about Jeff today, y u sooo moody 2day. R u having ur period or somethin??? (LOL) I tot only gurls will feel moody. Pls gain back ur appetite can? I feel very scared everytime recess u never eat. Like wan 2 die like tat. Pls dun die now, u got a long journey ahead of u, k. Cheer up my fren. I feel very sad if my frenz r always very moody. If possible, pls share wif me ur prob cause if I can help, I will really help. Cheer up man !!!



4 POA 2day, Miss Chitra never come. We already miss 2 lessons. Furthermore, she said tat when she come from da yunan trip, she wan 2 give us a test. Den hw ??? So scared. I dunno whether i'm prepared or not. Hope tat I pass. Insyallah...



As 4 my best fren fazdlin, "HAPPY BELATED BADAE !!!". i'm sorry k cause i didnt manage 2 celebrate ur badae wif u. I 'm sooo sorry bout tat. Dun cry.Hopefully u recover from ur sickness. Insyallah... Get well soon. Drink lots of water n hav plenty of rest. U must come tmrw. I 've got a surprise

Raining all day long...

It has been raining alot today if u notice. Da advantage is u can sleep all day... Yeah!!! Just joking... My frenz always said tat I sleep like pig like tat. But can u imagine now: da warmth n cozyness of da bed, nice cozy pillow, da wind blowing thru da window... haix feel like sleeping now. Cannot cause i haven finish blogging... ha.... ha...
Just now sarina msg me n said tat she saw him. I should admit tat i miss him but it is no big deal. C him so wat ??? Just say hi... I hope tat he is alright right now. Happy among his family n frenz. Hope tat we can meet again soon.

Anyway, I only left 1 homework. Nah... it's just letter writing. Would'nt take me so long. Very fast 1. I have done a bit of revision already. Yesterday I sat at my table 4 3hrs 2 revise POA. Actually quite interesting also. I find out tat if we practise alot of POA questions, we will not get bored easily. I 'm on da urge of giving up but after doing tis "experiment" I kinda like it. Sounds funny huh...

Later at 7pm I have tuition. Lucky got tuiton. If not I really gonna rot at home. Facing da 4 blue walls from mon-wed isn't something nice 2 do. At night maybe I 'm going 2 watch "Heroes" with my siblings. I like tis story very much cause it tells u about different ppl n their powers. In da story I like only 2 characters : peter petrelli n claire's BF. Both of them r damn cute n gorgeous. But Sylar da evil villain hav not died even after being stabbed by Hiro wif a samurai sword. Aiya faster die lah... I wan happy ending leh... Hiro also teleport himself 2 da Ken Zhe dynasty. He fell in love wif da swordsmith daughter. So touching... In fact there r more heroes in da story. So dun forget 2 watch HEROES at 10pm only on channel 5.

No need 2 shout at me like tat...

Yes, I m referring 2 u. I noe tat u r angry wif him but u no need 2 shout at me like tat. I m quite pissed off by ur behaviour yesterday. Think in my shoe. How will u feel if u r asking a question n da person suddenly shout at ur face? In da public somemore. I seriously dun enjoy talking 2 ppl who shout at me. Even if I m angry, I won't throw my temper at my frineds cause I noe tat they r innocent. I will just deal wif da person tat make me angry. Wat u did 2 me is really unfair. I wanted 2 cry on da spot but I hav 2 tahan cause I dun wan 2 attract attention. I hoped tat u can change ur attitude.

Regarding tat boy, u just ignore him. Wats da point of being angry when his attitude is already like tat ??? I dun see da need of being angry over here. If u asked him a question n he doesn't answer, den just walk away. Join da rest of us. It doesn't kill 2 just ignore him. Tats what I did. No 1 will suffer if u just walked away. Hope tat u understand wat I m saying. I m very sure u noe who u r...

~Hope tat 2day i will enjoy myself~

Early in da morning 2day, I had a malay workshop at Evergreen Sec. This workshop aimed 2 educate pupils on how 2 improve on their compo writing n da diff writing styles. It is qutie interesting although I nearly feel asleep. Thanx 2 all da teachers who had done a great job. Keep it up !!!

Later this afternoon, I m going 2 watch movies wif my SJAB frenz. Yea.... Sooo fun..... What story??? Dun noe yet...Hope it is interesting...n worthwhile watching. It a bit rainy outside after da cold showers in da morning.Enjoyz urself shahidah. Hope tat u gonna hav lots of fun.... Gtg.... Bye... :)

Utterly dissapointed

Today I really think that my world had turned upside down. Da first thing in da morning, I get scolding from miss ong. Her scolding really spoilt my mood 4 da whole day. Not only me, but sarina jeffrey, ming hong, zheng xiang. In other words da non-comp teams. She scolded us because we couldn't attend tmrws event n by not coming, no 1 will help her 2 take care of da sec.1s. I got tuition n dun expect me 2 porn tuiton just 2 be a supporter there. But luckily she excused me. As 4 sarina n jeffrey, they both really get her piece of her mind. But why can't miss ong understand us??? From da moment we r not comp teams, our parents are always against us getting involved in SJAB anymore. Be it becoming a casualty or attending any SJAB events. She really put us under intense pressure.

Another thing is da com team which volunteered themself 2 be timekeepers n casualties, why can't they help in this matter??? I dun tink so da officers over there need soo many of them. Why can't they take up simple leadership like tis??? When they r in trouble, they will need us. But when they r happy about something, they will just put us aside. Why??? I had been searching for this answer since sec.2 I tnik in da eyes of miss ong n da instructors, we r nothing (invisible).

This monday thingy also make me feel very sad. Firstly, majority of da sec.4s r not interested. Wats da point of organising something when ppl dun turn up. Another thing is, whoever da organiser is, he/she should be sure of where 2 go n wat 2 do. If he/she is unsure with this things den dun organise. I also dun tink da sec.4 deserve an outing base on da no. of ppl interested in going. I pitied angie as she was excited 2 watch movie wif da sec. 4s. Unfortunately, it turned out 2 be like tis. Hope tat things could change.... Only god knows how I m feeling now.Haix...

During H3 lesson today, I learnt about "positive reinforcement". To continuously reward yourself when u achieve something.This is true cause it will make some1 feel better n this will give them more encouragement 2 do positive things. As 4 me, I like 2 reward myself wif a bar of crunchie after school. Cause I know tat da school will end late. So if I can endure until 2:45pm, I will get 2 eat my crunchie. This kind or reward gives me a satisfaction 4 my endurance. Another thing is about da reasons when some1 lose confidence. I just remembered 1 reason. Due 2 da failure 2 break up huge tasks into smaller ones. This reason is really applicable 2 me as tis is happening 2 me especially in my studies. During my last minute revision, I will tend 2 cramp up all my subjects together n try 2 revise them at 1 go. It sounds crazy, though. Now I had learnt that I should not study last minute. This will not result 2 stress. As such, It will not contribute 2 da decline in results.

During MT lesson, Cikgu Sharifah ask us 2 practise on our peribahasa. Seriously, need 2 read up on my peribahasa as I kept forgetting some of them. In paper 2, it only cost me 10 marks.However, I do not wish 2 see this marks being thrown away just like tat. It is such a waste! Anyway my o level MT is on 26 May. I had started to feel da trauma now. All I could do now is 2 practice on my paper 1 n read up on my peribahasa. I'll also try 2 read some MT books during da march holidays. Purpose: 2 improve on my vocab.

As 4 maths lesson I find it interesting n fun today as every1 was attentively listening 2 Mrs. Tan explanation on vectors. Da interesting part was when we had 2 call upon 1 another 2 answer da next question. When sylvia was asked 2 call upon another person, every1 murmured "Jin Kai..Jin Kai". It was a form of sabotaging as Jin Kai was absent from school 2day. Lavishly, she went 2 follow wat they said n we had a great laugh. Get da joke ??? Nevermind. Lame. Nw comes da serious part. My o level maths paper is on 24/10 & 30/10. I must start revising now is I want 2 get my desired grades. All da best 2 me. Go 2 go now. Until den...

4 da first time i get 2 wear SSGT rank... Soo happy...

As da title implies, I get 2 wore my SSGT rank today. At last, my dreams of becoming a SSGT came true. Alhamdulilah... Anyway lotz of things happen 2day. Let me start of early in da morning. I had p.d n I pair up wif Ye Kai. Then Priscilla n Huda very funny. U know y ??? They dun know where 2 stand. Then me n YK saw them standing at da overhead bridge opp RP. Lol... Anyway it is not both of u all fault. Message sent is not clear. Well, tats wat I learnt during da advance NCO course. :)

After tat had maths lesson at ITR1. I seriously cannot "tahan" da noise level. I had no choice wat 2 do da wksht tat was given 2 me.

After sch, I had 2 stay back 4 awhile 2 clear my MT file. At first I thought tat it is gonna take soo long. But in the end, I n Fazdlin were da 1st ones 2 leave. It is quite smooth n fast. After tat I changed 2 my full u n get ready 4 first parade.

Da lecture is soooo damn long. I cannot take it... I felt like sleeping but I tried 2 kept my eyes opened as possible. After tat saw Daniel n Hazel at the corridor. Long time no see... Miss them alotz... During footdrill sesion I managed 2 teach da sec. 1s n I enjoyed teaching them alot. They r da fast learner ppl. But they need 2 practice alot. As 4 da girls , they r a bunch of quite ppl. I hope tat they understand wat I teach just now. I cannot deny da fact tat I was also quite last time. But I hope da juniors will get over it over time.

During da last parade, Miss Ong tell us about da competition tat is coming soon. I pitied da com. team members n I noe tat they r very stress now. All da best 2 all of the. I will alwayz be behind u all 2 support u all. (Esp Feng Shan, Tiffany, Zhi Xian, Cynthia) If u all cry, I must cry also... Dun worry... can win wan... believe i urself... u can do it. I cannot take it any longer. I m going 2 burst into tears... Tissue....:(

I get my Chem results...

Today during chem period I got my chem results. It was soo dissapointing. It was a border line pass. I should not blame miss fu for getting this results. She did try her best to give us tips before the exam. I think the problem is the class that cannot adapt to a change in the new chem teacher. As for me she is fine. I can understand her teaching. I was lucky that I did not failed the test. Now I am counting down on my POA results. I just wish that I did not fail. That's all. Bye...

Received my CT 1 results... :(

Today I already received some of my CT1 results. I m not so happy neither do I felt dissapointed bout it. I just felt tat it is not 2 my satisfactory. Tat's all. So far I only failed my EM. Anyway I didn't failed so badly. But this kind of marks is not accepted 4 my O level standard. As 4 my EL i feel tat i can do better. I aim 2 get AI 4 da next CT. Moreover, I m quite delighted wif my MT results as I got an A1 4 my letter. Now come 2 sci. 4 physics, i need 2 built up on my MCQs. Really, it is damn bad. I myself do not believe tat I get tis kind of marks. Da rest of the subjects have not get yet. Hope tat it is a good 1. Got 2 go... Lots of hw 2 do... Bye... Until then...