I don't like it when people tease me about. First few times it sounded funny. But after a while i got sick and tired of it. It is not funny at all. Who says that I am rightfully his? They are just making me angry and leaving me feeling stupid.

Zubaidah, what are the chances that we are going to date? Even normal days we don't even go out. We seldom speak to each other. There is a big gate of silence that separate the both of us. Our mouths were sealed everytime we meet. It's like as if we both what we were thinking inside our mind. We always talk about mundane stuff. Work, religious. Nothing beyond that.

But from what i feel, i think that we do not have any special relationship. Because firstly he just wanted to treat me like a normal friend. I guess my love for him is one-sided. Maybe he will continue to love Yati. And maybe they will get married. OMG!!! I cannot continue any furthur... it hurts. It really really hurts to think of that.

Not available in MSN, not in facebook either. It makes me think that he had already forgotten about me. Why Hazri?

Pls berterus terang denganku. Hati ini tak sanggup untuk berdiam lagi. Semakin kau jauh dariku, semakin ku takut untuk kehilangan mu Hazri... (crying)