Today i woke up super early (ok,lah if u feel 8am is early). But for me it is. Ok lah. I have to admit that ever since i worked at Seoul Garden i have been waking up very late. But i have my own reasons as to why this is so. Firstly, all my energy had been drained out when i worked there. Second, i need to be charged in order to start the next day afresh. There are many others but this to is the main ones.
Actually, the main purpose to go out is to submit the Mendaki Bursary/ Loan. Wait is it both or either 1? Nevermind. Anyway who cares. Even before the poly starts i had already feel stressed out with their financial forms. At first we had already decide on using CPF savings. A few days later, my mom decided to switch course and instead took the Mendaki scheme. Haiyo. Like WTH!!!
I honestly feel that it is redundant because whether i apply for Mendaki or not it is not confirm that i am going to get the bursary or not (looking at my results...) How i wish all this can end smoothly. I want to start my poly stress free. You know what i mean right?
It was like raining the whole day plus my shoes are wet no matter how i tried to avoid the puddles. In addition to that with the terrible blister at the back of my leg. Only god knows how i feel at that moment. My mom on the other hand continued to get paranoid the whole time when i was with her. Even when we were in the bus, she kept on blaming my dad for not being a responsible father towards his childs education.
I don't mind listening to all her grievences but look. I still got my limits. I know you are sad but when something went wrong please don't start blaming other people. I hate that character (loathe) And when she get stressed out she will start scolding me and keep saying that i am being rude to her. Sometimes i feel that i am in a difficult position. I seriously do not know if i should pity her or just let her mumble all to herself.
After that we went to geylang to buy my Shadira facial wash. I tink if i did not buy it just now i will be like sratching my face like a monkey. Gosh my face is so addictive to that thing! Following that we had lunch. About 12:30pm we went home by train.
On the train something funny happen. I was sleeping then suddenly this couple push their baby pram toward my direction. Imagine how their baby looks like! So cute!!!! Can u just imagine the dad is a eurasian and the mom is a chinese. Aw....I feel like biting her cheeck especially when she smiles.the baby kept on kicking me.. Ha..ha... Just imagine if that was my child... lol i m too far sighted already. I have not even start poly and now i am thinking about having a child. Ok so cut the crap out,k.
