Primers had been driving me bonkers ever since it first started. It is way tougher than ICE 1,2 and 3. In ICE, you can just take your own sweet time to finish up each instruction in the design brief. But PRIMERS, once you slack, that it. We will be way back. Its like people already reach the moon and you are still climbing halfway through. Every single day will be a new process that we need to complete.
But I should never give up. Like what my classmate, Akid says, we should never give up. No matter what. This course is our future already. After this three years, we can choose to go whereever we like.
As for me i have this very strong gut to go to NIE and become a teacher. Not an art teacher, of course. I hate art. Maybe i want to teach primary school kids mathematics and science. I will work my way up the promotion ladder to become a HOD.
After being financially secured, then would i start to find my life partner. But i think it is a bit to late to one. I mean, by the time i will be on my late 20s. So old!!! But insyallah, with god's help, maybe he could meet me with a man that i love, a man which understands me inside out. Someone who i can share with my problems. Not a smoker definitely.
Maybe someone who will give his fullest encouragement and support to my courier. So,ya. Insyallah. Amin...
