Today marks my 3rd day working at delifrance. Hmm... to start off let me introduce my job scope as a trainee. Basically i had to be in the front line doing sandwiches and cashiering.
1st day: I was damn blurr. I don't know hw to react to my colleagues. They give me that look that i am from china. I only get to know my outlet manager, Mr. Handary. He is a nice guy actually. He expression did not change even if i did something wrong. Weird thing is that he always ask about my mum. Ooppss....anyways a girl name Vi taught me how to do sandwiches. The sequence of doing it and the different type of topping. I felt happy coz during break time i got to eat the things that i wanted. I also mange to bring back some food for my family. Meet a cute guy who dines in at the restaurant. Up till now can still remember how he looks like vividly. Oh my gosh! *blush* <3
2nd day: Was late for work. Everybody was busy doing work. It was during busy period. I am still blur like sotong. I pack for customer wrong things. Get warning (scolding) from manager. Manager was not satisfied with my attire cause i did not roll up my sleeves properly. I have this feeling that i wanted to cry on the spot but i hold back my tears. During closing there were only 3 workers and the manager. I really don't know what to do. When i ask them, nobody reply to me. They pretend that they did not hear me. I was reprimanded for mopping and sweeping so slowly. Khairul said that do not have to sweep until o clean. But this theory is definitely opposing to my mum's theory: Quality not quantity.
Today: I was late again. Someone by the name of Liza taught me how to sanitize my hand before starting work. Also, abang manager taught me how to do cashier. I struggled alot; only Allah knows how i am feeling at that point of time. Only the third day of work need to learn cashier. Somemore they teach me openly in front of customer. WTH. I feel so paiseh. I don't know where to hide my face. Everyone is treating me like a slow poke. :( *tears*
Having said a few days of my experience with them i can roughly said that my bond with them is still not there yet. First thing is that they are foreigner. I mean...come on... like how long can we last in conversations? The weird thing is that they are acting like local people and i was seen as a foreigner. The environment is totally different form Seoul Garden. I seriously miss the old times. From what i can match:
Vi behaves like Ina
Khairul behaves like An
Awang behaves like Abg hazri
Kak Nor behaves like noreen and siti sab combined (complicated).
I need time and space to heal itself. I not that i don't like the new environment but llike it or not i have to adapt. I am their worker. I signed a contract with them. They know my name. They know hw i look like. They know how i react to their expression. I just can't turn back time.
Maybe a new love chapter begins here....or maybe i will witness love being shattered in front of again. Only Allah knows. Nobody know the future. But one thing for sure i am not going to work here forever. That's for sure. hehe.. gd nite. I am sooooo........tired. Tmrw 4-11pm. Can't be late again. I will always pray that tmrw will be a better day for me at work. Insyallah. Ya allah pls guide me along and reveal to me things which i am yet to learn. Pls do not hurt the feelings of those who will be teaching me. Pls give them patience and the willingness to teach me thru everything. Amin ya rabbal allamin.
