With them time seemed to fly very fast. Especially when khairul is there working also. I know that he has someone that he loves. But despite that, i still admire him. He is my hero at work. I recall the incident when kak nor try to be rude to me and say: "Excuse me...excuse me...excuse me...tepi siket... buat keje terhegeh-hegeh". Then khairul comes to my rescue by saying: "Eh...kau marah dier eh???"...."Shidah okay tak?". :3 This conversation keeps repeating by itelf in my head before i go to sleep every night thinking of his heroic act. I still wonder why of all girls that work there, he choose to be good to me. Hmm....maybe i never make him angry before. That's why. I felt that he wants to be close to me and get to know me more.
Everytime near closing, i pity him. From his facial expression, i know his very tired. Sometimes when there is no customer, he will "complain" to me about his tirednes. I am sorry, i can't help him much. If only my dad own the restaurant or something, maybe i will put him in a better position and a better pay.
The part that i like about him is when he is doing his work and i try to look at his face and smile to him. He will look for a second and look elsewhere. I know that he knows that I am looking at him, but he is denying it.
Ya allah...pls guide me. If this is not the way it is supppose to be, pls avoid it for me. I dun want to break a relationship due to my selfishness. I am not that kind of person. I have to be focus on my work and my future.
